lunch break

I'm not finding the energy to continue with this blog in this format at this time. And I don't want to be one who suddenly vanishes....maybe someone will miss me and worry.

I have another blog...where I go more into the challenges in my life. I don't want to compartmentalize and have this other life hanging in the balance.

Having been up for two days, I can't find the button to turn off the blog so i'll end here.

Whatever your choice is in faith and miracles, I humbly ask that you say a prayer for  me, because I no longer pray for myself. I wish I wasn't so cowardly, I'd join my friends over the rainbow.

Whither whither, shall I fly

I attended a slideshow presentation on old Hollywood, and enjoyed it very much. Well, most of it. I get so very tired of people asking inane questions and trying to one-up each other, as if they have exclusive right to knowledge.
Today I was back in my agitated state of mind, but had a fantastic discussion with a friend on change, directions, and possibilities.
I continue to accomplish little of what I need to do and nothing of what I want to do.
I feel so very broken....like a porcelain figurine that's fallen from a shelf behind a chair and not noticed missing.